Sunday, April 10, 2005
Thursday, April 07, 2005
hmm.havent blogged 4 awhile.
making announcements on the bridge is like super weird. and quite sad. cos everybody seems to be stoning and not responding. hahz but pple saed we sounded pro.lol ;)
haix our first meeting todae was quite sad lar. quite a few people couldnt make it, and the remaining were kinda split up and kinda doin their own thing. i certainly hope it gets better and we'll get to know each other well:)we need to find things to do during meetings. hmmz..ideas?
hiyaz i dunno wat to say. im just blogging for the sake of blogging. and because im waiting for fengyi to send me the LEP grpwk stuff.oh yes!!i need to do the indiv part.yay ok so now i have something to do and i will stop blogging.haha.
this is a sad entry.compared to like jiching's entries:p i am one sad person.
making announcements on the bridge is like super weird. and quite sad. cos everybody seems to be stoning and not responding. hahz but pple saed we sounded pro.lol ;)
haix our first meeting todae was quite sad lar. quite a few people couldnt make it, and the remaining were kinda split up and kinda doin their own thing. i certainly hope it gets better and we'll get to know each other well:)we need to find things to do during meetings. hmmz..ideas?
hiyaz i dunno wat to say. im just blogging for the sake of blogging. and because im waiting for fengyi to send me the LEP grpwk stuff.oh yes!!i need to do the indiv part.yay ok so now i have something to do and i will stop blogging.haha.
this is a sad entry.compared to like jiching's entries:p i am one sad person.
Saturday, April 02, 2005
im sorry. im in a 'be mean to people' mode nowadays.
lalala. so i will make mean comments.
e.g. wateva larh. dont want to come then dont come lorh.
&
wah lau. wats their problem? ask this kind of qn to diao nan pple. u tink u very smart izzit?
hahaz. but then again. i wldnt do anyting to u if u arent irritating in the first place.
so...it's not my fault. it's all YOUR fault. lol
great way of thinking huh. no guilt watsoever. v shuang leh.
hiyaz. i wish lorh. it seems much easier being evil and not caring about what people think of you. i wish i could be totally straightforward and forthright and confront people 'courageously'. but im not. im the kind who will feel irritated but not tell you. who will try to avoid trashing it out with you. who will ren3. den go and su4 ku3 to my frens. sadly, i tink this kind of chu li fang shi will not be appreciated and will only come to be labelled as bitching n gossiping n backstabbing. which is kinda scary. i dont exactly wish to be hated as a backstabber.which is a serious word. which is why im v uncomfortable when pple.esp tchs pple..refer to 'doing h/w and studying when u sae u wont' as backstabbing. anyway, dat was out of point. yeah. so im sorry dat i lack the courage to tell you when i bu shuang you. n pls dont blame me when i complain to my frens about it. bcos i wld go mad otherwise.
btw.im referring to any incident here.im juz saying this IN CASE.
i totally hate politics. sometimes im too sensitive and i tink too much. other times i think others are reading too much into things. argh.i hate being ambiguous.but then again i dont wish to offend pple and get ostraed/blacklisted. hah. for txy.i dont think the previous incidents were for the sole purpose of personal gains. i seriously agree with some of the things they saed. i dont think its a personal attack. jiu bu yao xiang na me duo ba. anyway dou guo le na me jiu le. hiyaz. i feel like giving up. im already so tuo jie from txy le. ive been MIA for like...3 mths? i was like totally at a loss of words at zhongyang when i was supposed to chuban baogao. have i even been to a single zhongyang after becoming chuban? cant rmb. i felt damn stupid n useless larh. dont even know whats going on anymore. they speak of many projects to come..but i feel like im no longer a part of them le. somehow the enthusiasm has stopped burning bright. it's fun in d occasional gathering. like todae when xinhui introed her new classmate whus coincidentally a 20th batch lingying member. but otherwise..committing myself to stuff like huixun n organising sports day n wen hua ying n other huodongs...i dont know.i really dont know.haizz sorrie.
the rafflesian spirit. i miss raffles cheers. i miss rg school songs.
it's a whole different world now. i miss the old one. but im a xi xin yan jiu person. im pretty happy here. im still having a lot of fun getting to know new people better and playing with our new brown uniform. i cant say i miss my juniors very much. we werent say very close. and i wasnt exactly very on in my ccas n all. in class i mostly stuck to my clique. and even in my clique i mostly stuck to a few people. to think about it now.it sounds like such a superficial existence. i dont think i really formed v strong bonds with people there. they were more like juz people to have fun with. hahz. maybe in a few years time i'll look back on hwa chong n daoju n say the same ting. but i really liked the rafflesian spirit. the line 'no event is complete without cheering' and all the '5,6,7,8's. the 'low and loud'.'dedication''pass it on'...rg seemed v li suo dang ran for me. it was an obvious choice right from the start. just because it was the top girls school. hahz. and i alwaes thot i wld go on to rj after dat n join interact. but hoho. guess where i am now. in brown/khaki instead of white n green. i remember the long talks i had with seniors and frens on hc vs rj. i rmb not wanting to take humanz bcos i cldnt stand nor understand barnard. but now i really like him. on not wanting to take lep bcos i was scared dat i cldnt cope. and i still think im gonna die. aiya i dunno what im saying now. its like a bunch of random thots jumbled together. sucks larh. i wish i cld write nicenice n thoughtevoking entries like jiching. but all im capable of is being incoherent.hah.
oh ya.i grateful for rg bcos it was there dat i found my enemy to be for 10 years. hahz. its funny. cos in sec1 even though we were in the same 'clique' i didnt exactly know her well/wasnt close to her. but in sec2 i was the onli one in my clique in my new class. and i was feeling awfully sad. so i was REALLY REALLY happy when she was transferred back to my class cos dey made an admin error or sth in d first place. but things got bad in d middle of the yr. n i was feeling stupid n sad n lonely again. but being me i chose not to say anything. i cant even rmb wat happened n how shi qing yan bian larh. human relationships are horribly confusing and contradictory. in sec3/4 also same prob. feeling extra...being silly again...but at least we talked things out. hahz. i dunno how many tears i shed larh. she nv fails to make me cry.:p lousy...it's funny. cos sometimes she can make my mood super high. and i feel like she's my best fren in d whole wide world. n other times i feel super irritated wif her. n dat maybe she doesnt know me dat well after all. hahz. but it's tough when i dont exactly show and tell all my feelings. :(...i tink im a lousy fren. i tink she noes me better than i noe her. and im not exactly very truthful sometimes. and i tend to have mood swings sometimes. and i hide things from her. and i get irritated for no reason. and i pester her to no end. and i get really extreme/sensitive/emotional. and i take advantage of her and her mother's car.and i eat her food. and i can be so critical. and i can suddenly be v dao. and i can suddenly stick to her like dunno wat.and etcetc. haix.im rambling n not making sense again. haiyaz. stupid lar. im sorry. i will shou shi xin qing soon.
lalala. so i will make mean comments.
e.g. wateva larh. dont want to come then dont come lorh.
&
wah lau. wats their problem? ask this kind of qn to diao nan pple. u tink u very smart izzit?
hahaz. but then again. i wldnt do anyting to u if u arent irritating in the first place.
so...it's not my fault. it's all YOUR fault. lol
great way of thinking huh. no guilt watsoever. v shuang leh.
hiyaz. i wish lorh. it seems much easier being evil and not caring about what people think of you. i wish i could be totally straightforward and forthright and confront people 'courageously'. but im not. im the kind who will feel irritated but not tell you. who will try to avoid trashing it out with you. who will ren3. den go and su4 ku3 to my frens. sadly, i tink this kind of chu li fang shi will not be appreciated and will only come to be labelled as bitching n gossiping n backstabbing. which is kinda scary. i dont exactly wish to be hated as a backstabber.which is a serious word. which is why im v uncomfortable when pple.esp tchs pple..refer to 'doing h/w and studying when u sae u wont' as backstabbing. anyway, dat was out of point. yeah. so im sorry dat i lack the courage to tell you when i bu shuang you. n pls dont blame me when i complain to my frens about it. bcos i wld go mad otherwise.
btw.im referring to any incident here.im juz saying this IN CASE.
i totally hate politics. sometimes im too sensitive and i tink too much. other times i think others are reading too much into things. argh.i hate being ambiguous.but then again i dont wish to offend pple and get ostraed/blacklisted. hah. for txy.i dont think the previous incidents were for the sole purpose of personal gains. i seriously agree with some of the things they saed. i dont think its a personal attack. jiu bu yao xiang na me duo ba. anyway dou guo le na me jiu le. hiyaz. i feel like giving up. im already so tuo jie from txy le. ive been MIA for like...3 mths? i was like totally at a loss of words at zhongyang when i was supposed to chuban baogao. have i even been to a single zhongyang after becoming chuban? cant rmb. i felt damn stupid n useless larh. dont even know whats going on anymore. they speak of many projects to come..but i feel like im no longer a part of them le. somehow the enthusiasm has stopped burning bright. it's fun in d occasional gathering. like todae when xinhui introed her new classmate whus coincidentally a 20th batch lingying member. but otherwise..committing myself to stuff like huixun n organising sports day n wen hua ying n other huodongs...i dont know.i really dont know.haizz sorrie.
the rafflesian spirit. i miss raffles cheers. i miss rg school songs.
it's a whole different world now. i miss the old one. but im a xi xin yan jiu person. im pretty happy here. im still having a lot of fun getting to know new people better and playing with our new brown uniform. i cant say i miss my juniors very much. we werent say very close. and i wasnt exactly very on in my ccas n all. in class i mostly stuck to my clique. and even in my clique i mostly stuck to a few people. to think about it now.it sounds like such a superficial existence. i dont think i really formed v strong bonds with people there. they were more like juz people to have fun with. hahz. maybe in a few years time i'll look back on hwa chong n daoju n say the same ting. but i really liked the rafflesian spirit. the line 'no event is complete without cheering' and all the '5,6,7,8's. the 'low and loud'.'dedication''pass it on'...rg seemed v li suo dang ran for me. it was an obvious choice right from the start. just because it was the top girls school. hahz. and i alwaes thot i wld go on to rj after dat n join interact. but hoho. guess where i am now. in brown/khaki instead of white n green. i remember the long talks i had with seniors and frens on hc vs rj. i rmb not wanting to take humanz bcos i cldnt stand nor understand barnard. but now i really like him. on not wanting to take lep bcos i was scared dat i cldnt cope. and i still think im gonna die. aiya i dunno what im saying now. its like a bunch of random thots jumbled together. sucks larh. i wish i cld write nicenice n thoughtevoking entries like jiching. but all im capable of is being incoherent.hah.
oh ya.i grateful for rg bcos it was there dat i found my enemy to be for 10 years. hahz. its funny. cos in sec1 even though we were in the same 'clique' i didnt exactly know her well/wasnt close to her. but in sec2 i was the onli one in my clique in my new class. and i was feeling awfully sad. so i was REALLY REALLY happy when she was transferred back to my class cos dey made an admin error or sth in d first place. but things got bad in d middle of the yr. n i was feeling stupid n sad n lonely again. but being me i chose not to say anything. i cant even rmb wat happened n how shi qing yan bian larh. human relationships are horribly confusing and contradictory. in sec3/4 also same prob. feeling extra...being silly again...but at least we talked things out. hahz. i dunno how many tears i shed larh. she nv fails to make me cry.:p lousy...it's funny. cos sometimes she can make my mood super high. and i feel like she's my best fren in d whole wide world. n other times i feel super irritated wif her. n dat maybe she doesnt know me dat well after all. hahz. but it's tough when i dont exactly show and tell all my feelings. :(...i tink im a lousy fren. i tink she noes me better than i noe her. and im not exactly very truthful sometimes. and i tend to have mood swings sometimes. and i hide things from her. and i get irritated for no reason. and i pester her to no end. and i get really extreme/sensitive/emotional. and i take advantage of her and her mother's car.and i eat her food. and i can be so critical. and i can suddenly be v dao. and i can suddenly stick to her like dunno wat.and etcetc. haix.im rambling n not making sense again. haiyaz. stupid lar. im sorry. i will shou shi xin qing soon.
Friday, April 01, 2005
haix. i was in a huge bad mood todae. from sometime in d morng in sch to early aftn..got over it like at arnd LEP lecture. arnd 1pm bah.
haix...im like pms-ing lar. dun even noe why im pissed. actually i tink i noe. but then i cant help thinking that im taking that as a reason bcos im pissed. as in.dat's not the real reason. but then, i cant help being angry at that. u noe? i bet nobody can understand. so nvm. i dont understand either. its so confusing n frustrating.which is probably another reason why im in a bad mood.
and the worst thing is. when im in a bad mood and pple dont seem to notice, i get even more pissed off. and yet, when pple notice and enquire, i get in an even worse mood too. so what are people supposed to do. huh?
it got to it's peak during humangeog tutorial larh. i took out d essay she wanted to go thru. so i cldnt refer to it in class. so i started writing stupid tings on a piece of scrap paper. venting my anger sia. i felt like a deranged person. mad. and i continued all the way thru the presentations.
irritatedness.
irritated by somebody, by somebody else together with that somebody, by nothing in particular, by myself, by GW, by school, by everyting that doesnt seem to fit into that pictureperfect world.
hah. the first time i laughed todae..as in really laughed..was when jiching showed me her "smiley faces". one particular one was exceptionally funny. thx jiching. i shall try not to be pissed at u.(:
and i cant believe how su lao shi actually made me get into a good mood. he's super funny larh. i meant the LEP tchr btw. i tot he was really irritating and mean when i saw him last yr. but i guess he's ok. strict yet nice teacher. GD. reminds me of miss gaw. i cant believe how long i havent seen/spoken/written to her. i dont even noe if her address is the same, wat she's doing now, blahblah. quite sad, actually. take care.
as if she could see this. hahz. why is this world so small, yet so big?
went for a run juz now.cos i was feeling super guilty over all the food i ate this wk. which = A WHOLE LOAD OF JUNK FOOD. yes. esp chocs. and oily canteen food. no good sia. oh and also bcos i was freaked that napfa was in like 2 weeks.i havent even been to a single napfa proj. to train my SBJ.die larh. failfailfail. i hope i dun hafta do makeup PE or sth.:P dat'll be such a blemish on my hc life.lol
but im actually quite happy now. endorphins..are they called? yep. though i much rather get high eating choc..but nvm. I LOVE RUNNING! yes. must convince myself. HaHa. but actually what i count as a run is nothing to pple like oonjit n katho. but nvm. as long as I feel accomplished.
anyway. su lao shi has motivated me to start studying. on sunday that is. hahz...honeymoon is over. yes. i need to get over my holiday/phd mood. also partly bcos he gave us our schedule for lep lessons with him. with all d mo4 xie3 and blocktest dates and all. and the txts and wateva not we hafta study for lep alone scares me to bits. + readings for geog n econs and txts for lit. it was a really SMART idea to take 4 humanz/arts subjects. d readings alone are gonna kill me. and all the writing of essays?? good luck to me.
haix...im like pms-ing lar. dun even noe why im pissed. actually i tink i noe. but then i cant help thinking that im taking that as a reason bcos im pissed. as in.dat's not the real reason. but then, i cant help being angry at that. u noe? i bet nobody can understand. so nvm. i dont understand either. its so confusing n frustrating.which is probably another reason why im in a bad mood.
and the worst thing is. when im in a bad mood and pple dont seem to notice, i get even more pissed off. and yet, when pple notice and enquire, i get in an even worse mood too. so what are people supposed to do. huh?
it got to it's peak during humangeog tutorial larh. i took out d essay she wanted to go thru. so i cldnt refer to it in class. so i started writing stupid tings on a piece of scrap paper. venting my anger sia. i felt like a deranged person. mad. and i continued all the way thru the presentations.
irritatedness.
irritated by somebody, by somebody else together with that somebody, by nothing in particular, by myself, by GW, by school, by everyting that doesnt seem to fit into that pictureperfect world.
hah. the first time i laughed todae..as in really laughed..was when jiching showed me her "smiley faces". one particular one was exceptionally funny. thx jiching. i shall try not to be pissed at u.(:
and i cant believe how su lao shi actually made me get into a good mood. he's super funny larh. i meant the LEP tchr btw. i tot he was really irritating and mean when i saw him last yr. but i guess he's ok. strict yet nice teacher. GD. reminds me of miss gaw. i cant believe how long i havent seen/spoken/written to her. i dont even noe if her address is the same, wat she's doing now, blahblah. quite sad, actually. take care.
as if she could see this. hahz. why is this world so small, yet so big?
went for a run juz now.cos i was feeling super guilty over all the food i ate this wk. which = A WHOLE LOAD OF JUNK FOOD. yes. esp chocs. and oily canteen food. no good sia. oh and also bcos i was freaked that napfa was in like 2 weeks.i havent even been to a single napfa proj. to train my SBJ.die larh. failfailfail. i hope i dun hafta do makeup PE or sth.:P dat'll be such a blemish on my hc life.lol
but im actually quite happy now. endorphins..are they called? yep. though i much rather get high eating choc..but nvm. I LOVE RUNNING! yes. must convince myself. HaHa. but actually what i count as a run is nothing to pple like oonjit n katho. but nvm. as long as I feel accomplished.
anyway. su lao shi has motivated me to start studying. on sunday that is. hahz...honeymoon is over. yes. i need to get over my holiday/phd mood. also partly bcos he gave us our schedule for lep lessons with him. with all d mo4 xie3 and blocktest dates and all. and the txts and wateva not we hafta study for lep alone scares me to bits. + readings for geog n econs and txts for lit. it was a really SMART idea to take 4 humanz/arts subjects. d readings alone are gonna kill me. and all the writing of essays?? good luck to me.
Thursday, March 31, 2005
i wish. we could stop speaking in riddles. i wish. we could stop living in riddles.
tell me what you want. show me how you feel.
it's getting too tiring. maybe this game should end.
tell me what you want. show me how you feel.
it's getting too tiring. maybe this game should end.
i had something to sae b4 i came to this page. now i cant rmb. dang.
im just a little girl. a little girl needing a little love.
i love this song.
Big Big World by Emilia.
I'm a big big girl
In a big big world
It's not a big big thing if you leave me
But I do do feel that
I do do will miss you much
Miss you much...
I can see the first leaf falling
It's all yellow and nice
It's so very cold outside
Like the way I'm feeling inside
I'm a big big girl
In a big big world
It's not a big big thing if you leave me
But I do do feel that
I do do will miss you much
Miss you much...
Outside it's now raining
And tears are falling from my eyes
Why did it have to happen
Why did it all have to end
I'm a big big girl
In a big big world
It's not a big big thing if you leave me
But I do do feel that
I do do will miss you much
Miss you much...
I have your arms around me ooooh like fire
But when I open my eyes
You're gone...
I'm a big big girl
In a big big world
It's not a big big thing if you leave me
But I do do feel that
I do do will miss you much
Miss you much...
I'm a big big girl
In a big big world
It's not a big big thing if you leave me
But I do feel I will miss you much
Miss you much...
i love the tune. i think it's d main reason i cried for ban bei shui last yr. cos dey played it when d ah gong died. dis song juz manages to touch me:) it's like 'love, me' and 'butterfly kisses' by colin raye. n 'at the beginning' and 'once upon a december'. some songs are special because of their lyrics..but some can make u cry with juz their melody...:)
'big big girl' is such a cheng qiang song. i wld like to believe that im ready to deal with all u can throw me. that wateva u do wont be able to hurt me. that even if u leave, it's not a big deal. but it is. im just a little girl. a little girl in need of a little love.
im just a little girl. a little girl needing a little love.
i love this song.
Big Big World by Emilia.
I'm a big big girl
In a big big world
It's not a big big thing if you leave me
But I do do feel that
I do do will miss you much
Miss you much...
I can see the first leaf falling
It's all yellow and nice
It's so very cold outside
Like the way I'm feeling inside
I'm a big big girl
In a big big world
It's not a big big thing if you leave me
But I do do feel that
I do do will miss you much
Miss you much...
Outside it's now raining
And tears are falling from my eyes
Why did it have to happen
Why did it all have to end
I'm a big big girl
In a big big world
It's not a big big thing if you leave me
But I do do feel that
I do do will miss you much
Miss you much...
I have your arms around me ooooh like fire
But when I open my eyes
You're gone...
I'm a big big girl
In a big big world
It's not a big big thing if you leave me
But I do do feel that
I do do will miss you much
Miss you much...
I'm a big big girl
In a big big world
It's not a big big thing if you leave me
But I do feel I will miss you much
Miss you much...
i love the tune. i think it's d main reason i cried for ban bei shui last yr. cos dey played it when d ah gong died. dis song juz manages to touch me:) it's like 'love, me' and 'butterfly kisses' by colin raye. n 'at the beginning' and 'once upon a december'. some songs are special because of their lyrics..but some can make u cry with juz their melody...:)
'big big girl' is such a cheng qiang song. i wld like to believe that im ready to deal with all u can throw me. that wateva u do wont be able to hurt me. that even if u leave, it's not a big deal. but it is. im just a little girl. a little girl in need of a little love.
Wednesday, March 30, 2005
hahz juz read fengyi's blog. girl arh..pls lar u are so NOT fat. wah d hc uniform super hot larh.n poky.sucks larh.n d skirt is uber long. i cant believe how some pple wear their skirts way below their knees and tuck their shirt all the way in. *toot*. yeah? yeah.
haix. i cant believe u saed this lar!!"i rather 20 cockroaches crawl across my palm than let one lizard crawl onto me."eeeewwwwwww.....i rather eat grass den let any of the above happen. ESP d COCKROACHES. yucks!lizards look more harmless.cockroaches are the grossest things ever.i cant believe i saw like 2 in d hc canteen n one like FLEW at me.*ARGH*
"soon we'll all be clad in khaki.
i'll miss the rg uniform,
though i feel a bit too old to be in it now.
i'm not being biased,
i think it is the nicest uniform, really.
(er i mean the navy blue one).
i'll miss folding white sleeves everyday,
after doing so for 4.25 years.
i'm sure we've all become pro sleeve folders"
wah..i agree man. rg uniform is d nicest. navy blue n white is such a chio combo larh..i mean..look at d ac uniform..oso looks nice cos it's navy blue + white..hahz now we can all fold khaki sleeves...they're thicker n easier to fold n will stay in place:) hehz..and d new rg uniform colours are the worst. feel so sad for our juniors..esp those who never had/will never have the chance to don the nicenice navy blue pinafore. hahz but barnard saed in old English porno mags d gals wore pinafores dat looked like our uniform..0-o..hehz
haix. i cant believe u saed this lar!!"i rather 20 cockroaches crawl across my palm than let one lizard crawl onto me."eeeewwwwwww.....i rather eat grass den let any of the above happen. ESP d COCKROACHES. yucks!lizards look more harmless.cockroaches are the grossest things ever.i cant believe i saw like 2 in d hc canteen n one like FLEW at me.*ARGH*
"soon we'll all be clad in khaki.
i'll miss the rg uniform,
though i feel a bit too old to be in it now.
i'm not being biased,
i think it is the nicest uniform, really.
(er i mean the navy blue one).
i'll miss folding white sleeves everyday,
after doing so for 4.25 years.
i'm sure we've all become pro sleeve folders"
wah..i agree man. rg uniform is d nicest. navy blue n white is such a chio combo larh..i mean..look at d ac uniform..oso looks nice cos it's navy blue + white..hahz now we can all fold khaki sleeves...they're thicker n easier to fold n will stay in place:) hehz..and d new rg uniform colours are the worst. feel so sad for our juniors..esp those who never had/will never have the chance to don the nicenice navy blue pinafore. hahz but barnard saed in old English porno mags d gals wore pinafores dat looked like our uniform..0-o..hehz
Monday, March 28, 2005
hahz daoju likes to be xtra n join in o2 mass dance sessions.
todae's an okay dae i suppose. n i tink mr burge is really nice. cos even though my lit. n pc suck and i make stupid comments when it's my turn, he's still really ermm.."helpful"..i dunno larh.as in he doesnt seem irritated or anything.
n geog debate todae was..ssuch a success..i dont even noe what i was saying.nor the other speakers for that matter. i tink the only part which made sense was when esther n gery were having a "convo" during "xfire".vvvsad.i hope she decides to scrap geog debates. i dun c how she can go on deluding herself any longer on how interesting we find them.n how we really take d time n put in effort to prepare.hmmz. it's amazing how she can pick out points dat actually sound gd frm our incoherent stutterings.haix.i tink she's a nice person lorh..i juz wish she wld get our hints.i hope she doesnt feel too bad n sad-ed. because it's not only our class i tink. but d way she teaches is quite boring larh.n i haf decided to give up on buying her THICK stack of handouts for each topic and use d money for a txtbk.
yeah.
and i think daoju rawks.
hahz.dat was random.
let's go play pool n take NEOPRINTS!!
but can someone be so kind as to sponsor me?
wah. and i get SOOOOOOOOOOOooooo much "love" each dae. everybody "loves" me best. hah.
so sad larh.
apparently there are 105 errors in my comp. but d stupid program which told me dat refuses to help me repair them unless i register.and that means paying them money. which i dont have. dang. i need. i absolutely need a new comp. vv soon.
hmmz.
xiaohuangcheng is dis sat. which is really soon. and we dun exactly have a script or wateva yet. dang. howhow? and apparently it'll take d whole aftn/nite and we'll prep in d morn. so there goes our outing plans.:p
hahz.but whu needs an outing when u're seeing each other for d whole dae anw.
oh.but sch no pool /neoprint.
BRING CAMERA!!
i wanna take photos with every single person in daoju. remind me:D
todae's an okay dae i suppose. n i tink mr burge is really nice. cos even though my lit. n pc suck and i make stupid comments when it's my turn, he's still really ermm.."helpful"..i dunno larh.as in he doesnt seem irritated or anything.
n geog debate todae was..ssuch a success..i dont even noe what i was saying.nor the other speakers for that matter. i tink the only part which made sense was when esther n gery were having a "convo" during "xfire".vvvsad.i hope she decides to scrap geog debates. i dun c how she can go on deluding herself any longer on how interesting we find them.n how we really take d time n put in effort to prepare.hmmz. it's amazing how she can pick out points dat actually sound gd frm our incoherent stutterings.haix.i tink she's a nice person lorh..i juz wish she wld get our hints.i hope she doesnt feel too bad n sad-ed. because it's not only our class i tink. but d way she teaches is quite boring larh.n i haf decided to give up on buying her THICK stack of handouts for each topic and use d money for a txtbk.
yeah.
and i think daoju rawks.
hahz.dat was random.
let's go play pool n take NEOPRINTS!!
but can someone be so kind as to sponsor me?
wah. and i get SOOOOOOOOOOOooooo much "love" each dae. everybody "loves" me best. hah.
so sad larh.
apparently there are 105 errors in my comp. but d stupid program which told me dat refuses to help me repair them unless i register.and that means paying them money. which i dont have. dang. i need. i absolutely need a new comp. vv soon.
hmmz.
xiaohuangcheng is dis sat. which is really soon. and we dun exactly have a script or wateva yet. dang. howhow? and apparently it'll take d whole aftn/nite and we'll prep in d morn. so there goes our outing plans.:p
hahz.but whu needs an outing when u're seeing each other for d whole dae anw.
oh.but sch no pool /neoprint.
BRING CAMERA!!
i wanna take photos with every single person in daoju. remind me:D
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